Venting

I know that I don't write often but I'm starting to think it may be a great idea if I do. Reason for writing tonight is to vent what is on my mind. I'd like to think that everything is hunky-dory in my life but I'd be lying to myself. Don't get me wrong... I love my fiance and I love my son but I feel as if there isnt much to our relationship anymore. We are getting closer to the 8 1/2 year mark and with his work schedule the way that it is it seems as if we hardly ever get to spend time together. Yes, he is home when he is not at work but that is not the same, ya know? Just because someone is home when they are not somewhere else doesn't mean that you are able to spend time with them, etc. I guess I am just spoiled to how things used to be and I just wish that things stayed the same. Hopefully things will start to get better for me. For us.